Well, I went to a VFC fight last night, my first one ever! It was a good time and I loved seeing the show of stength and mainly stamina. I got kind of down on myself when I saw so many women there who had wonderful bodies and were showing them off very well. Normally I have no problem with who I am or what I look like; that's just me. But lately with working in a gym and all I'm noticing the way people see me. Like I just said, normally I have no problem with who I am; I've always had the attitude of 'who gives a flying f**k what anyone thinks, I'm me and if they don't like it they can take a long leap off a high bridge'. For some reason though, I've really noticed the looks people give me lately. So, needless to say, I'm pissed at myself for letting me get this bad and that damn Skinny Bitch inside is louder than ever; screaming for me to let her out. So, here I am... I know the techniques and what I have to do, I just have to implement them now....and with that I'm off to the gym. Be safe all and good luck with all your goals! And lastly, a prayer for the familys of those who lost their lives this week in the horrible and sensless shooting at Westroads Mall. My heart is with you!
Terri XOXOXO