I work third and all I wanna do is sleep. I have a three year old that is home with me. And a five year old in kindergarden. So I never get a solid sleep. Every time he tells me he is hungry I get up, and we end up snacking together. So it seems like I eat all the time,day and night. It can be healthy food as well as not. But , I must be takin in a good 3000-4000 cals a day. Its unbelievable how much I eat. I feel out of controll some times. And that is not my style. It is embarassing to me. I hide it from my fiance.

I really want to lose atleast 20 lbs. for the wedding. I have such a hard time getting the motivation to work out. Part of it is due to working third shift. And the other part is my kids dont let me. They will get in my way or bother me while I am doing a video or whatever. I have to do it though and i will!!!